| Location | Braunstone |
| Age | 16 years |
| Date of Birth | 12/1990 |
| Date of Death | 9/2007 |
| Visitors | 34,452 since 09/09/2007 |
| Creator |
Taylor Was Special In Every Way, He Was Such A Great Lad And Loved By Many People, He Was Always
Smiling! He Called Me Banana Girl! And Il Never Forget That.. Always Thinkin Of you And Im So Sorry
To The Family For Losing Such A Lovely Person Taylor.. Tru Soldier I Know You Lukin Down On Us And
We Love You So Much And Miss You So Much Rest In Peace! x x x
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It's horrible that this pain now feels normal. That this is how it's going to be from now on. This constant ache. This feeling of hopelessness. The same question going round and round in my head. Why?
I've become so hard to put up with. Whenever something exciting happens, or something that should make me so happy, the first thing I do is panic. Panic to the point where I can't sleep. I stay awake analysing everything that could go wrong. I've got a new beautiful baby sister and I try to be so happy because deep down I just want to jump up and down and sing terribly all around the house. But I'm worried 24/7. It's so hard to enjoy her when I'm thinking about what could happen to make her be taken away from me. It's driving my mum mad. I try to hide my worries but It's not something I can mask well. It's just I know what it's like to live with half of you is missing that it's made me weak which I never used to be. I want to be able to be 100 percent happy again. For my family's sake. But I can't without you here. I miss you so much it's like a physical wound circulating my whole body and making me so fragile.
I don't know why I've decided to say all that. I'm just so broken I needed to write some of what I'm feeling as a sort of outlet. And you used to be that person I could do that with. How I need you is unreal.
I love you taylor. More than I could ever begin to explain.
You light, the sky up above me,
A star, so bright...you blind me,
Don't close, your eyes, Don't fade away...Don't fade away.
Tay....
Your missed every second of the day, im not going to lie... i still talk about you everyday, your still a part of me, still my friend Tayo. When i talk of the memories i smile, but nobody even had a clue that time was so cruelly on our side.
Tayo you was a walking angel i say and i stil think:) just look at that cheeky smile you gave us....
i still find it hard to believe that you are gone, its still an on going dream that somehow we just have to live with dont we.
Stay safe up there, watch over your mum,brother and all of your friends, that love and miss you so much,
see you soon goodnight, x
I miss you Taylor.
Wish you could come home. Just walk through the door, loud and loved.
Grandads day today and bonfire night tomorrow. Sad.
Miss you both so much, bonfire night was always a silly special night for us all. Wish we were that complete family again.
I love you Taylor,
Always. Mum xx
The comment below. Daly I have that book too, upstairs in Tays room...
x x
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I found a book earlier, the one from when we were at millfield "days of our lives".
Yours made me smile so much, a day in the life of your cat. My favourite bit is "Tell you what, he'd better not touch Taylor or I will never be his friend again" and "Then I'll come home, have some more food and then I hope that Taylor's bedroom door is open" ..
I miss you everyday. Love you. X
Sorry Ive Not Wrote In A While Tay, I Miss You Loads,
Can Still Remember When U And Hydan Swapped Tracksuits Hahaa, He Still Wears It U Know?
I Cant Believe How Long Its Been Now Since You Went Away, Take Care Tay, I'll Always Love You And Miss You
Chicken Tikka xx
Taylor
I miss you babe.
And I love you more than anything in the world.
Always will do.
You'll always be my most special...
Mum x
I'm missing you so much.I always come on here ready to write a novel and when it comes to it I can't put what I want to say to you in words.
I miss you so much Tay. Nothing will ever be the same. I will never be the same.
Tayloor - I bet you are looking down on your beautiful little sister and ensuring that your presence is felt all around her - she will love you and will know you - your mum will ensure that - put that white light all around her xx
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